Yeah about all that


I just deleted the previous message.  Apparently at the time, I wanted to explain my personal religious journey. 

Then, once I returned to this place, I realized: I don't know what I am talking about. 

The best way to be authentic for me has been to give it to God. I'm 48 and counting. Time is timing. Life is living. 

God is with me, always. In my questions. In my decisions. In my being. 

Right now, in a raw space,  I invite God’s sovereign editorial to take over this space.  Now and forever. 

I realize this: my carnality SUCKS. I don't like her and the feeling's mutual.  

"When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves." – Viktor Frankl

Surrendering to God has been the ultimate high, whether personally,  physically,  environmentally,  relationally. 

But. I think out loud. And with my thoughts, that's too much to bear on others. I desire a close relationship with God, Yeshuah Hamashiach,  which requires peace and goodwill towards others.  

My feelings expressed here may not always be the truth. Please proceed with caution. I invite you to peep onto my workings out with God-albeit minimally- as an art of self-expression.  It is not meant to seek agreement or debate. I was called to write.  I've done enough writing to hurt. Now, it's time to heal. 

God. Forgive me for using the power of writing, which I have in abundance for evil. I denounce and renounce all evil plans of my heart. Heal me. Protect me. Comfort me. Teach me to accept and receive . Thank you for access to self control, peace and love..help me to unravel these gifts and more with ease.  

Thank you for all I love. Teach me to love more.  Your way. 

In Your Name. 
Amen
(JESUS MY LORD)


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